There is sad and so bright one kind  
Like in a moment
Youth of taking the lead in two words
Will have already exhausted

Felt unprecedented fear suddenly   

Remember my weak and weary through illness youth
Dissipate in nihility like this

Sit in the library year after year
See through that spacious windowpane
Keep silent in silence in the tall and big trees are in the dim light of night

The reading of a large amount of has not made me become a person with erudite knowledge
I am still superficial and mediocre
Even the narration unable to be intact
This is undoubtedly a thing of a regret
But I always think what should be written
Just let my pitiful youth down

     (1)  Gerbera
--------No one moves me like you

They say: "The love that can't be realized is not the love. "
I think, that is illusion about loving at least.
Still remember his magnificent smile
Just picture element was usually said: "You find, such a smile is the most moving and dearest scenery that you saw in this life.
It has penetrated you, makes you have a feeling hit by a bullet. "
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Being married should be as early as possible  
Zhang Ailing has said: " want it famously as early as possible "  . In fact married too so, the woman is apt to be married when the young looks is beautiful, if reached the old to decline, can marry probability that go out very few, it would be better early broken heart that married. Not every woman is Lars Du, there is a lover, love the appearance that she is wrecked even more.
When 19 years old, face expressing friendship of a man, the heartbeat begins to be accelerated, the Epinephrine rises surgely sharply too ......
Over 25, want still so, it is estimated that the heart rate is too fast, the health problem must be paid attention to.
Feel state of one's own heartbeat only while climbing the stair, how to have thought of marriage. Tow again and again, age has increased, but the enthusiasm of getting married is cooled.
Hear beautiful woman proud declaration, I like this without even three points of good looks people, have to say modestly: " not I am clever more beautiful than I, not I am beautiful cleverer than I. "
Since known this state, should let nature take its course.
Say from the physiologic angle, woman's best childbearing age is 24-26 years old, it's a pity I can not take out a fortune in this way and freeze the egg cell first.
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Doing skin care ABC
" doing skin "  Characteristic doing the skins: The sebaceous are secreted little, the skin is dry, lack gloss, is prone to wrinkles. The doing skin is compared "  Tender and lovely" , " sensitive"  ,It is apt to receive the external world physically, chemical factor and ultraviolet ray and dust,etc. influence, the allergic response takes place. However, doing skin, seem relatively fine and smooth on the appearance, the pore is not obvious, there is no greasy sense, so give somebody cleaning, esthetic feeling. So long as strengthen science to cultivate, can avoid one's own deficiency, bring up the skin beautiful.
Cleaning
Must select for use and contain gentle surfactant '  Concentrate the protein fatty acid, moustache algae alkali, precise oil of plant)  Composition soft resisting sensitive clean pieces of products wash face, lipid its, and content to moisten skin factor relatively high. And general soap or clean products will dehumidify skin, wrinkles appear too early. If skin very dry, can cooperate, unload, make up with warm water cream and soft to resist sensitive to wash one's face milk wash the face in evening only, needn't be any clean in the morning the products only use warm water washing.
Work moistly
After washing one's face, don't wipe very much and do. When it is still slightly a little moist to apply and nourish the high resisting water of quick skin caring slowly of composition at once, by supplementing lipid and equilibrating sour alkali value rapidly.
Maintain the work at ordinary times
Daytime - -Pay attention to skin surface water lipid repair and enhancement of membrane especially, choose composition foot, high in quality adding compositioning of moistening skin, strong a day of protecting etc. frost very important. Wipe skin caring at the products, want, let its permeate through skin, draw a circle round one's name massage gently with middle finger slowly, pay attention to not rubing the skin with strength.
Evening - -The focal point when it is at night that the eye is maintained, while choosing the eye skin care products, try hard by mending water moistly as the main fact. The face uses the late frost with moist, nutrient component.
Especially maintain the work
1,Use and protect the lipstick, it contains wax, oils, lipid and lipid alcohol, and often add the vitamin compositions and antiultraviolet compositions which protect the skin quality, facilitate the maintenance of the full of cracks lip and to the shelter of the sunshine, it is early, late and so long as think the lip dry any time and can be used.
2,If skin very sensitive and dry, before applying the late frost, had better spread, have, nourish living cell essence or precise oil of rose of result highly, it can prevent the skin aging, resist wrinkles, deep layer nourishing, regeneration, is very suitable for doing skin quality.
3,Choose moistly, gently and containing the nutriment facial film of plant quintessence naturally, make once at least every week, if the dry situation is very serious, should make and nourish the facial film twice every week.
Diet
Food that the person of the doing skin should pay attention to choosing some fat, vitamin to be with high content in the diet, for instance milk, egg, pork liver, butter and fresh fruit,etc.. .. ......................................................... .........................................................

Relatively happy theory
Those things sanctified by usage will not be changed easily. And the one that can only be decided by oneself, is one's own heart.   So long as there is a happy heart in the heart, it is always easy to find where the happiness is.

Where, where happy! This is a very always very old song, our youth at that time was young, carefree, free running, is thinking what color of marshmallow happiness is one on earth in the colourful sky.

That time, resources are still deficient, the candy of the bad smell of a handful of fruits, is little child's sincerest smile on the face. Mouth include transparent pearl, happiness tangerine that fragrant and sweet originally.

Having grown up, the candy of those years has already withdrawn from the stage evolving, the candy of new generation that what the ones that fetch are taken the place of is one hundred flavor of novelty of all kinds. Rainbow fruit juice candy, the Swiss candy of fruit salad, chocolate of cottonrose hibiscus of morality, every kind has pure taste. To be objective, whom technological content exceed that year absolutely red to like toffees. The just so exquisite soft sweets like strawberry includes in the mouth, has not let the gustatory bud be getting excited. Perhaps, it already tired on taste any of experiencing.

Yes, we are numb all unconsciously. It was the record a long time ago that sealed up for safekeeping in memory, but has not been still broken, because there are few things remembered in that era, so, those rare special taste has been kept. Packed with the thing around now, every day, far too many, many one even close eyes, can see, even not smooth either while dreaming of. So, we have chosen to forget, forget those memory of moving swiftly.

Remembered that once, it is hand in hand to follow the best partner, was saying, we should be together forever. Very innocent, think day so past day by day, everything can in there. As wake up some day, find those already suddenly from well far, commitment that make once those afford to disappear in front of reality. It is we that keep, promise, we even oneself unable to go, believe, it can have been oneself all the time.

Still remember at the time of the school, the teacher of the moral lesson will always assign some propositions of introspecting oneself, let us scrutinize oneself. Most classmates have handed in perfect oneself in the class. Respect the teacher, friendly classmates, cherish the trees, we are all good teenagers. I have racked the brains, can not find out either that has any shortcoming oneself, look, I am a perfect person. A few years later, find this yellowing notebook accidentally while clearing up the things, there are teacher's red comments above: People do not have perfect person. Very hasty and careless, I did not go to look carefully at all at that time, it was only that mark that was cared about. Watching the tender handwriting of above, every one, kindhearted, patient, insist on, industrious, think about others, selfdiscipline. It is familiar but strange to look at so. Perhaps, I was once such a person. Just now, it seems that it is very difficult to hold staying with the morphology.

In Buddha's quotation, there is a word: Have not asked, has not lost. It does not matter and lose to matter. In brief, not wanted not to ask. A young one I it seems to be to have, want, have, ask, matter, mind, lose either, there is nothing to care, there is nothing to struggle too naturally. The world is always full of luring, among them, how have no regard for. So begin, have, want, ask, can begin, complain get satisfied, the mood will get to the bottom of valley low, think what everything wrong it is. Negative mood is inhibiting the whole oneself, it is unable to free.

We begin to transfer the interest to the car, the house, money from the colored candy, all seem to be everybody in things of efforts for it. Must feel have no regard for, want, can receive some day only, all devotion we. Think, go wrong in this way, we to need, go, hard, receive thing wanted. Just nobody stipulates at all times that paying must reciprocate, sometimes, such a inequality exists. No matter the trade on the business field, the relation in emotion world, is never rules to equal two of one plus one.

The friend is an emotional woman, divide and divide shutting with the boyfriend jointly, but always cut constant affection. She want marriage the person give she, but she remain unchanged standing fast at one day of a new vista persistent. I ask her, are you happy in this way? She say, leave he I can regret live on, I can only keep at his side then.

My cool advice which stops me. I always maintain the long pain is not so good as short pain. But insist on not minding being as long as the heaven and earth endure at the same time, only lie in once having. Mind, things that just this world can be eternal are not many at all, instead of adhering to a certain impossible reality fearlessly, this moment when it would be better to believe two pieces of palmistry and hold, heart is happy. In this way, it is enough, no.

Still brilliantly illuminated outside the window, this turning that the world does not still rest, those things sanctified by usage will not be changed easily. And the one that can only be decided by oneself, is one's own heart.

There many answers of that question. Eat longlife noodles that a bowl of mothers boiled, the golden yellow egg on birthday in happiness, oil flows in one's mouth; It is at starlit night that the happiness reviews the homework, the grade examination that was passed at last; The happiness is still one outside alone, receive the telephone of family's care at the night of quietness.

Happy, it is always so modest arrogance. It always stands high above the masses, let people feel difficult to match, but in fact, she turns body into the ordinary things, seen everywhere. So long as there is a happy heart in the heart, it is always easy to find where the happiness is.

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The happiness is the remote abstract illusion all the time
There are too many parameters in life, too much uneasiness, too much one is puzzled, too many regrets, too much helplessness, the too much one is too much. Need me not to know how to resist more. Then I become numb, make and make the best of things, the more ones that thought are, it is the more to be disappointed. It would be better not to think. | (the reason why what I have become of 639 is cruel)
Has passed on 21 blank birthday, do not know why others are so important, but I am so cool. Perhaps is never used to just never remembering or pestering.
It is uneasy that the stock market has shaken recently, glide all the way, the ones that got are in popular anxiety, or sad or happiness. People's mood is rising one after another with this stock market now in the main. It is a blessing I am not.  Ha ha ^ ! ^ (I guarantee not to take pleasure in other's misfortune | )
Climate turn cool gradually, this let people a bit, have warm thing can drive away bottom of heart dark of corner finally happily more or less. Can be by shining shining one's own stale mood safely at last. (the sun was not so sinister at last, (* ^ _ _ ^ *) Ha ha   The ones that welcomed this year to the yearning in last spring bringing are magnificent and bright and beautiful. The gentle sunshine sees through the window warm body, but can not reach the heart after all. The slight wind is blowing my hair not again very long, then the one that have to mock stares flankly.

In this long river in years, all of my obedient Lies are arrogant and is rubed flat. In this course, have forgotten a lot of people and a lot of things, has remembered a lot of people and a lot of things too. Once for a time proud insistance, consuming bit by bit of now. Misty future, the step back and forth wanders up and down in a little boundless and indistinct expression in one's eyes and uneasy heart.

Happy, while talking about this word, I always go like the thing that water of rumour arise. All happy people of now are children who she is concerned about, but I am the child abandoned by her, I do not know why I do not demand her favor. What I do is not enough, OK? (this, who knows, anyway I am this moral integrity, a little sad, but this's me)
The child, always like calling oneself like this, because I have not learnt the adult's thinking way yet, such a child has nothing to do with age. No longer inmature, it is pitiful but it is simple to remain unchanged.
It used to darks to be only because dark to let me think, settle down, can interfere one's own mood, sad or the happiness is all no longer hidden. Wonder why lacks the person of sense of safety always likes night. Loses meaninglessly if perhaps never wait until. The ones that want loudly laugh, the ones that but connected with change of the sunshine are so dazzling, make people blinding, have smiled out the tears, slight on the canthus, stealthily.
All sad or happy capitals are one's own. This is my only thing worthy to be proud, because my happiness, anger, grief and joy do not belong to anyone. And will no longer belong to anyone.  I am not your nobody, because you will be my nobody.
The happiness is the remote abstract illusion all the time. Been wanting to find one's own soul an outlet all the time, but the way is too far, there is no home